Civ Vl, can i create a civilization?

Civ Vl, can i create a civilization?

Hard to create a civilization when all you envision is failure.

Ive been depressed n i did have some shit here, but then it got erased so.

You just get what i talked to the AI about.

If i dont publish it any where, then itll just be lost if i lose the battle.

It was something about how my cliff is so scary that you didnt even look at it.

Why do i stream???

Because i cant keep a job because i wake up wanting to kill my self and no one cares.

So...i just....exist...Sorry i didnt off myself today and i burden society with myself.